Change

ok, ok... at the risk of sounding just like everyone else championing for 'change!' - let me first clarify.

When I started this blog, it was about my family - Ruby, Jason, our two crazy dogs. A way to keep in touch with others. A peek into our lives (for those of you who want to actually take that peek!) and now... As I have obviously NOT been diligently updating; I must be honest about something.

First, let me preface with the fact (yes actual FACT) that I love my life. My husband is my best friend, love of my life, fellow troublemaker and peacekeeper. Ruby is an absolute delight. Even after the disciplining and sleepless nights, her delightfulness (and delight in the world around her) never ceases to amaze and awe me. It's fun; she's fun. I love it.

But, I must also say, that all of this - well change (and here we are getting to the point) - has undeniably changed me. Mostly for the good, and sometimes ... not... Unfortunately, I've let myself forget, at times, who I am. And, very importantly, who I want to be. That's not to say that I don't strive to be the best mom or wife anyone could hope for. I do. I just get caught up in the mundane dish washing, laundry folding, meal making details of life and sometimes, I even hide there. Sometimes, although not the most fun option, it can be easier. Not to be forced to live up to my own standards of myself. Not to remember the dreams I once had and to just be caught in the here and now of picking up toys. So, in the midst of all of this, I also want to be the best 'me' I could hope for (along with the best wife and mom).

And this is where my blogging world comes back into play...

I will turn 30 this year. (gasp!) And it makes me certainly think about a lot of things. No, I'm not afraid of growing older, just reflective on who I am and what I seem to be doing with this life of mine. So as my year, and my life, continues to bring major change, I will hold myself accountable by documenting it all here. Hopefully, I will find some of the good 'change' I've been striving for as well.

So here is to the last 8 months of my 20's! :)

Talk soon.

A